Neighbors: Fasting for the City and the World, Part II
Monday, December 31st, 2007(Please refer to “Fasting for the City and the World, Part I for the introduction to this piece.)
Why was it so difficult to get into the swing of a 24-hour weekly fast? “Primarily, it’s that I had become used to the luxury of eating when I want until I am full,” said our nonetheless determined striver. “So the first time I fasted, it felt like I was suffering a lot. I was intensely aware of feeling faint. Everything I looked at reminded me of food. It seemed that so many of my thoughts and actions were attached to the idea of food—making food, buying food, meeting people for food…It was overwhelming.
“The first time I tried fasting, I just gave in and I felt bad—guilty that I couldn’t even go 24 hours,” she continued. “But eventually I came to realize that God was there with me, and to remember that there were others trying to do the same thing with me. I knew, too, as a human being, that this ‘failure’ was a part of my human side, and that this was one of the very weaknesses I was intended to learn about. The temptations we face every day. So I knew that I must keep trying. (more…)